why even bother?

i am so disgusted. my friend count is pretty much at zero. it has gotten to the point where nick is up at the top of most reliable friend. i am constantly blown off, no one calls me for plans, and if they say they'll call me, they dont. they hang out with other ppl and completely blow me off. i am tired of it. i am done calling people over and over only to be blown off. i deserve the respect and attention of my friends that i would give them. i hardly think that is too much to ask. i need to meet new people, screw the people that obviously dont give a shit, actions speak louder than words. i have had it with superficial friends.