delilah is a sadistic bitch.

so coffee with pat and brit was nice, it is pretty much our usual jaunt now. on the way home i decided to take the back road/more scenic route. i had 93.3 playing and the song my heart will go on came on, and i just started to cry. idk why, i was singing it and i just started to cry.
i do not know what is up with me lately, i have been feeling quiet. i havent been doing it on purpose, idk why i feel this way or when ill feel differently, i just feel quiet. i called pete and invited him along, i wish he would have called me back. oh well, it isnt like this is nething that i am not used to. i am ready to meet some one that is going to be nice to me...any time now. i have brit and pat is there by extension. i think im going to panera for lunch tomorrow, maybe if i go out more ill feel better? idk i hope so, such is life.