ready to explode.

too much going on. aunt jeanette died, my grandma isnt handling it well, the doctor hasnt called back to say whether or not my mom has breast cancer, i dont have the capacity to deal with college too. i really just need my friends to be supportive right now. last weekend sucked. i wish if people werent willing to be there theyd have the spine to be upfront about it, at least i wouldnt waste my time.